I have been having trouble sleeping at night ever since we broke up. The earliest i slept in awhile was probably 2? Pulling all nighters on school days like ihts nothing. ): It’s still true till this day.. i can’t exactly sleep without talking on the phone with him aht night. 11:11 i sometimes wish he was still here with me.. but i know i’d regret it the moment anger, jealousy, & hate interrupts us. I haven’t been very open about this &d i dnt like thinking abt him at all. When i do, the pain is unmeasurable. &d its probably worse on the other side.. but one thing that still drives me crazy, is the fact that he thinks i left him because i dnt love him anymore.. no. it was because our relationship was an abusive one! [not physically] SADD &d childcare ALWAYS talks abt it in class, and it makes me feel so shitty. &d noo. its not gnna work if we yell, fight, cry, over-react every single day. ): not a healthy relationship. Sometimes its best to let go. &d find something thats better for the both of us.