Happy birthday BFFL ! Finally 15 huh (: 

“Dear Heart, Fall in love when your ready, not when your lonely.”
BUT IM THE LONELIEST MOTHER FUCKER RIGHT NOW. ): ..  &nd all these emo , love songs.. really. What happen to my 3 weeks of happiness and not giving a crap. ): I think life kinda settled down for me. Pew Pew shoot the feelings away! [; Having someone special is such a nice feeling. I miss having that someone to share my secrets with, in exchange for theirs. Pillowtalk, till we both fall asleep on the phone &d that feeling when you wakeup knowing their there. That someone you can be close to , &d feel secure in their arms. UZGHf anyways… the list can go on forever.. &d i’m boring to listen to (: 
I honestly think no one in north quincy can be trusted except my bffl. Not even “Ms. Perfect” =\ NOT A REASSURING THOUGHT. &d the guys? They scare me. They fall in love with their eyes, not with their hearts. Everyone is so shallow, it makes me feel insecure about myself. Why can’t the guy just love a girl for who she is, rather than how she looks. You don’t see me discriminating between you guys. I mean yeah okay your cute, thats it. >< I have recently developed trust issues. =( can someone out there prove me wrong..