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weezzy agrees with raffyy on this one.
wat exactly is the Hnng im wondering.
“Hello (: i am discontinuing my use of tumblr. &+ switching to .. :] gooodbyee”
“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that’s what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you’ll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life…”
Being in a fire when i was 3
WTH. this whole week i cant help but argue with my mom. Shes so fuckig retarded i swear she doesnt understand ENGLISH OR VIET. “did yu brush your teeth yet?” Yes, are yu retarded, i brushed my teeth right in front of you like 2 seconds ago, and yu dnt need to ask me every friggen second. You barge into my room &d start bitching at me for nothing. What did i do. Do i ever talk back to you? NO! but this week i can’t stay silent and let you bitch for half an hour anymore! I AM SO SICK OF YOUR BULLLLL. the fucks get a grip. “Lyn, we need to talk , i think you’ve lost your mind.” UHHH yeahh kinda , NOWW.. how did i lose my fucking mind woman. I literally sit there and let you bitch at me without saying a word. Your reason for me going crazy, is that i go out to much. How in the world is that crazy. ALLL of my cousins were BADASS TEENAGERS. im the most innocent dorkiest one &d yu still cnt get it through your thick head that teenagers have to rebel to fucking grow and be independent. Are you fucking retarded? &d you BARGE INTO MY ROOM AND TELL ME HOW MUCH IT FUSTRATES YOU TO BE IN A MESSY ROOM!? WHO FUCKING ASKED YOU TO WALK IN AND GET FUSTRATED, IF YOU GET ANNOYED IN MY ROOM THEN GTFO I DONT WANT YOU IN THERE ANYWAYS , READING OVER MY SHOULDER WHILE IM ON THE FUCKING COMPUTER. yes mom! i have so many things to hide, like i watch porn when your not over my shoulder watching… NO yur fucking crazy and paranoid. standing outside my room everynight for at least 5 minutes just to check if im on the phone or asleep. IS THAT REALLY NECESSARY?! IM ALMOST FUCKING 16. not friggen 3.. &d in 8th grade you always complain on how you want me to have street smarts. Now that i go out and learn more about the world you decide OH STAY HOME , YOUR ALWAYS OUT NOW. how the eff am i gnna learn anything BY STAYING HOME ALL DAY EVERYDAY. you freaking skdjfhsajfh .. how can i do both?! does teenager mean anything to you?! YES I FUCKING CHANGE PERSONALITIES. FUCKIN STUPID GO READ SOME DAMN PARENTING BOOKS. YUOR DOING A FUCKING HORRIBLE JOB. like she thinks i was so sweet and adorable when i was 4 and shes comparing THAT carolyn to the one now ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID… she was like you were so sweet you stayed home, always talked to me and tell me abt gym and school then you would go do your looney tunes math book and just play by yourself, (WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS 1990’S?!) but now all you do is talk to friends. AND WHEN I TALK TO HER SHE DOESNT EVEN FUCKING LISTEN. WAY TO GO MOM.. SHOULD I GO TELL YOU ABT GYM NOW!? AND FUCKIGN DO MATH BOOKS ALL DAY YOU WANT THAT!? SURE I’LL BE A ANTISOCIAL MOTHERFUCKER THEN SHE’LL TELL ME TO BE STREET SMART AGAIN NOTHING IS EVER OKAY WITH HER FUCKIGN IM NOT A GENIUS. AND IM SORRY IM NOT NATURALLY SMART GODAMN . I GET IT FROM HER! BOTH PARENTS DROP OUTS OF HIGHSCHOOL YOU WANT ME TO EXCEL? SPEAK FOR YOUR FUCKING SELF. HYPOCRITE ! fckn hitting me every god damn time i try look away from you, and you think oh i can hit her and she wont hit back. so you keep doing it! what makes you think its right!? &d when chris hits you back yuo dnt even yell at him you just go away. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS?! you want me to treat you like that!? sure. no respect. fine. &d yu tell me to not talk to you tmrw? good! what makes you think its a fuckn threat. i dnt wanna talk to you anyways, i lived without talking to my dad for 15 years. im fucking fine motherfucker.
“I miss those talks with my best friend ):”
Would be .. my cousin (: She inspires me YES ! SHE INSPIRES ME. haha for the previous questionn.. Everytime i spend quality time with her she just makes me so.. ready to take on life. Anything you wanna throw @ me, im ready ! She makes me feel like i can cross any mountain without ease. [; i love my cousin, no matter how much she ticks me off..
thankyou<3
I have been having trouble sleeping at night ever since we broke up. The earliest i slept in awhile was probably 2? Pulling all nighters on school days like ihts nothing. ): It’s still true till this day.. i can’t exactly sleep without talking on the phone with him aht night. 11:11 i sometimes wish he was still here with me.. but i know i’d regret it the moment anger, jealousy, & hate interrupts us. I haven’t been very open about this &d i dnt like thinking abt him at all. When i do, the pain is unmeasurable. &d its probably worse on the other side.. but one thing that still drives me crazy, is the fact that he thinks i left him because i dnt love him anymore.. no. it was because our relationship was an abusive one! [not physically] SADD &d childcare ALWAYS talks abt it in class, and it makes me feel so shitty. &d noo. its not gnna work if we yell, fight, cry, over-react every single day. ): not a healthy relationship. Sometimes its best to let go. &d find something thats better for the both of us.